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- Mood:
creative
not sure neither what language to use nor what to write about. i think i just miss speaking up. sounds like there's a lot inside of me; as i've been holding it down, not letting out.
there're too many feelings at once: happiness and anger, freedom and fear, excitement and boredom...
well, may be that will be a start to my new level here in Ljournal.
may be at last i'll not be scared of this total monitoring of my ex...
may be for God's sake i'll be able to write what i really feel and not hide myself inside!
May be - we will see )
- Location:home
i have a freind, she's a girl of 16, and she's disabled. However, her mind always wanders around and she's such an interesting person to have a conversation with about ANYTHING at all!
well, she's participating in a movie contest, and she needs her rating. please click the link below and that'll be your vote!
thank you -- and enjoy her movies - it'll take less than 3 minutes!
that's her Mom's letter
Hello, friends and family.
Our daughter, Aubrie Lee, is entering a video contest that is geared towards promoting healthy
habits for children. She has been having a fun time using her creative artistry and enlistin
the help of her siblings to produce a series of very short public service announcements (PSAs).
She has submitted a sampling of her work to the Small Steps Ad Campaign contest. In order
for her submission to qualify for the finals, she must get as many "hits" as possible to her
entry on You Tube.
Please help us by clicking on the link below. If you would like to post feedback, that would be
great, but even just viewing the entry will win her credits. Please also feel free to pass this
message along to any of your friends.
Our daughter, Aubrie Lee, is entering a video contest that is geared towards promoting healthy
habits for children. She has been having a fun time using her creative artistry and enlistin
the help of her siblings to produce a series of very short public service announcements (PSAs).
She has submitted a sampling of her work to the Small Steps Ad Campaign contest. In order
for her submission to qualify for the finals, she must get as many "hits" as possible to her
entry on You Tube.
Please help us by clicking on the link below. If you would like to post feedback, that would be
great, but even just viewing the entry will win her credits. Please also feel free to pass this
message along to any of your friends.
I don't write extra interesting stuff in my LJ; in fact, in think it's so boring.
why r u keep on ading me as your friend? well REALLY WHY>!
i mean, why do even bother to find me, huh?!
somehow it makes me anxious and i'd think ADDITIONALLY next time i post. especially in public...
oh well God be with you, People
My 21st birthday
SJ club. first time party...
cupertino park...my GOSH!!! that's so scary: the war is going on and it's cruel, it's without rules, just like in those hollywood movies. i'm scared. there's a piece from other's journal
- Mood:
scared
levada-center conduction: http://allmedia.ru/headlineitem.asp?id=4
comparing to american heck 5 times a day russian diet is way too good! just good for EVERYTHING
- Mood:
awake
i've sent a request to au-pair agency for ticket on september, 23rd.
poof.
the miracle, the dream, the /// anything is gone,
fucking reality.
Went yesterday to The Dark Knight.
Too bad I didn’t have a chance to jot down my first emotions: it was very bright.
Well, first of all, we were sitting on 3rd row, right in center and it felt like movie right here with me.
Well, pretty shocking story, I have to say.
The joker guy – great awesome play, bravo!!!! The only thing about him is the actor is dead – he killed himself with overdose – I didn’t really spent enough time on researching it yesterday. And now as I’m sitting here in my room, using my boyfriend’s laptop it cannot be connected to the internet. Super – very exciting.
Anyway.. So yes, I was HORRIFIED. I was sitting there, shacking, either from fear or from AC – I guess both. And the movie is too long- 2,5 hours. It reminded me No country for Old Man, but in enlarged size: more horror, more negative, more deaths. There were the public panic from this Clown Man but also the personal tragedy – the triangle between the attorney guy, the girl and the Batman. I didn’t get who knew who was batman and who didn’t.
Also not that credible the plot about how in the Earth that clown guy could ALONE make so much harm. Yes, he did have deal with mafia, but why didn’t anybody kill him? That’s so strange to me. And even in the very end of the movie, batman didn’t kill him. Why not? Sounds like the director of the movie just wanted this man to leave and keep doing his stuff to people.
I didn’t sleep well this night, thinking and thinking about what I have seen. I also have to say, this movie is overwhelmed with negative emotions, although --- yeah, in the end the guy lost: in the scene with two ferries [how could he figure out and stuffed the ferries with dynamite is another unbelievable thing] when neither one turned the key [yes he had the device to kill both]
Ah, too much deaths and fills like the director was also not that easy guy.. well, just to imagine and spend SO MUCH MONEY on all the special effects and well, all this disasters – not for good, but to show death.. I’m absolutely opposed and I don’t recommend to watch --- well only if you want that producer& director to make money showing death, go for it, but think world can be a better place. I know my entry is not logical and all messed up, out of sense,, but it’s Monday morning and I had SUPERCOOL weekend with my Dear Man, but I’d better spend my money to see WAL-E or Kong Fu Panda rather then death.
Look in the newspaper – everywhere in shows terrorist attacks, pools of blood, deaths, killing, court. I don’t know why am I writing all of it today, but I have to say it’s just one producing another, it goes back and forth, and just can’t be stopped. Well, feels like it. I’m against violence in movies and this total death-promotion. And the fact of Joker Actor suicide proves that we really don’t need this kind of director’s imagination.
my TOEFL test day is getting closer and closer and closer -- this friday..
Well, i can proudly say that i've completed the book and all the exercises in it. I've studied the words, i've been writing all those essays, listening&reading comprehension, etc.
although i am sure i'm ready, there is something that i always feel before exams. This anxiety that comes somewhere from my stomach. I don't want to eat, but then i feel desperately hungry and i quickly stuff myself with whatever i see. this gives me the rushes on my skin ... makes me break the my nails and do other randomly stupid stuff.
( more stuff.. )
- Mood:
blah
it's sad...
they're probably staying here in Houstin.
Oh, recession....
I'm listening to Zemfira. It makes the situation even more depressing.
it's been EVERYWHERE and me and kids were OVER excited to see it.
and it was weird. Just... another kid cartoon with a couple of visualized theories about what's gonna happen to Earth, people and computers.
NO FUN.
:( hmmmmm disappointing....
- Mood:
confused
let's all pray i get it
oh i want to get it
- Mood:
hopeful
is that thinking of your sweetheart before you going to bed and the first thing comes to mind i nthe morning?
IF THAT"S LOVE, i'm - Michael Jackson [i really mean it]
don't you think, love's more than that, it's smth you never got'to describe, smth DEEP deep inside it's sunshine in your heart, it's ...smile, it's "i'll be here in a minute, Hon" when he needs you,
it's "you sit, i'll make it",
it's happiness
it's joy
it's YELLOW!!!!
it's easy
huh?
who thinks that he's jealous-> he's in love?!
love is out of control, love gives freedom with a blessing and a big trust
hm?
what do you think - just give out a simple sentence
ten words in a row
what does LOVE mean for YOU?
she trew up yesterday... i cleaned up the whole house twice.
after i got sick, too.
i was really scared.. she's so little. so sweet, and so sick...
being alone with kids sometimes is really not fun.. :(
well, today is sunday. I'm off. She's still sick..
sometimes i stop and think that i love her so much, i can do everything for that little pilly. stay with her if she's cold, read her story 20 times, give her whenever she asks in order to hear that happy laughter again..
well, that's how kids got spoiled. yeah...
- Mood: worried
the whole day in front of the computer
my pure butt... i've got a blister there a....
doing doing doing that homework.. well... getting better. but ah... today was myday off, feels like it was.. ahhh...
well'
i'm tired tired.
and it's only the 25%... so.. well.. don't want to think about next step
wish me luck
oh, listening to radiostation... some songs were like 5 times already sick of it... but way better than just i-tunes..
- Mood:
exhausted
bored
and this nice sweety could poop in my room today...
shoot...
still cannot believe it happened ...:(
- Mood: confused
i got 1st really easy, but got stuck on second. Besides, in order to forget and came with a fresh idea i started to watch KVN on youtube.. it took me two hours to stop.. :)
then Lenox came to my room and we were watching funny videos about cats
then i got frustrated cause it simply didn't work, damn!!!!
went up stairs to have something sweet - just about time- 10 p.m. :)
found mom there, told her, that I CANNOT MAKE MY FFFF HOMEWORK on computer class...
then she went up stairs for Keen - i herd him saying something like "Mom, i cannot breathe"..now i realize it was scared, then i just went back downstairs to my homework.
and continued experimenting..
Mom came to my room with suggestion to call her friend so they will help me :)))
so funny!! Exactly like my mom! well, i want to do it on my own!!!!!!!
and finally i did!!!
yep!
sent to teacher, he's already checked, he told me EVERYTHING IS RIGHT!!!!
WHOOOOOO-HOOOOOOOOOO :)
Now i have like 50 pages on TOEFL h.a. and 2 parts here. also i'm thinking to get back to ESL class, cause they're practicing essays now, so, well...
:)
it's gonna be nice.
oh, mom invited me to come with her tomorrow to some show - very intriguing, we'll see.
her friend, an artist, is having a show and it's gonna be- as far as i concerned- about Hillary..
frankly, sick of politics, but - i'm just curious about the new sphere... :)
